Cal State San Bernardino is in full swing! Crowded parking lots, students everywhere, Greeks getting ready for recruitment - there's just so much going on!
And I miss it.
It's not that I miss school itself... - no, actually I do miss school itself. I miss learning, sitting in a classroom/studio where for the most part students also want to be there, and creating projects. And of course I miss all the activities on campus and all my friends. I met so many amazing and inspiring people there. It's kinda hard to watch everybody go back to school and know that there are just some opportunities I cannot be apart of because I an no longer a student. In a way it's kind of an isolating feeling. Even looking at internships that I know have the time for are somewhat disappointing because they say you have to be a student.
I'm not really sure what to do with myself and how to transition. I just want to be longer at that school. There are so many great memories there and memories waiting to happen. I hope I can find and work for an opportunity to move towards my dreams....my goals......which are still yet unclear besides the fact that I want to create art for the entertainment industry. For now, I shall sketch and find ways to create art for my own (as well as anyone's) entertainment.
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